it's freaking 2:46am. i just can't get to sleep. i'm going to fall sick any second due to insufficient slumber. there are many things that have been running on my mind. furthermore, i'm having my period and yeah, i'm hyper-sensitive. i have no idea why i feel so empty and lonely for the past few days. perhaps, i'm used to zen's company. people change, and yeah for his case is a pretty much drastic one. oh wells, i'll just wish him well.
maybe i shall heed a friend's advice then. talk things out? i rather keep everything to myself. but all i'm confident about is that my chance is getting slimmer. i keep pondering about my social life which is not going to bring me any good now. i should divert my attention towards my studies. uff. frustration much.
i'm supposed to google about end-replication problem but as usual i let myself succumb to bloghopping and also facebooking. sighs. indeed, i have zilch interest in studies.
mero maya's leaving for bandung, indonesia in a matter of hours. i'm envious! hahas.
sounds dramatic but yeah, my heart broke into millions of pieces. if it happens again, i'll bet i will cry for days. oh god, save me.
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