volver amar- to return to love

HAPPY 3oth dearest COUSIN

dad wannabe beach hunk la . hahas .

and omg, it looked as though im the mother of haziq. ive grown old man.

my body is aching badly. hahas. it was my family's virgin trip to WWW. my parents were behaving like kids especially on the big slide. dad was sprawling on the base's float and mum was screaming like a little girl. hahas.

i was guiding the bags initially but obviously after much persuasion from my sisters, i decided to change into my swimsuit and join them. hahas. oh wells, it sure felt great to be a big sister, having your little sisters pulling you around and pleading you to go down the slides. you know, you feel satisfied because you successfully carved a permanent smile on their faces. i've great sisters.

i've been abandoning my family and it's about time i spent some quality time with them (:


we did all sorts of crazy things. in fact we used to be one of the craziest couple. if you reminisce, we are indeed mad. maybe that's why i was madly in love with you.

i miss the way you lost your temper and sent me crying like a baby.
i miss those times we got so envious when we raked each other's past.
i miss intruding into your fb page and deleting your accounts.
i miss having you blaming me for everything.

i miss being crazy with you.
and you live in my memories forever more....

met maya at about 2 am in the morning yesterday. awkward moments.
the cold night breeze, the silence around us, the way you smile, the style of your hair.
my heart missed a beat-maybe two?
and suddenly a scolding from dad seemed to be worth it.

Forget the times he walked by, forget the times he made you cry, forget the times he spoke your name, remember your feelings aren't the same, forget the time he held your hand, forget the sweet things if you can, forget those times and don't pretend, remember now he's only a friend.