don't go around breaking young girl's heart

it's freaking 2:09am and what am i doing? watching MJ videos. one of my favourites is BILLIE JEAN. like those fans out there who were fortunate back then to catch his performance live, i would cry if he 'moonwalked' on the stage. he deserved the adulation. too bad, i can't catch the movie 'this is it' due to the upcoming A's.

i'm not being efficient today. i woke up early in the morning to do maths and started on chemistry at night. it's so hard to discpline myself. 8 more days to A levels. i haven't touched on GP and biology.

i feel like breaking into tears. i'm scared. i'm afraid to let my parents down. i can feel the pressure hitting on me. perseverance, that's all i need and some love from my love ones.

so much to do, so little time.

when you miss that someone so much

you snapped photos of him as many as you could.
at least you have something to cheer you up when he's gone.
he is such an asshole, a jerk, a fucker, a loser, an idiot, you just name it. hahas.

you're the only one who i can hate and love at the same time.

i know people will definitely make the wrong assumptions when they read this post. i'm not with him and that shall stay. we both know that. lols.