if this isn't love, then what it is ?

i'm glad that things turned out perfect like you wanted it to be (:

i pity myself for not having my very own happy ending. sad isn't it? i really hope my patience will pay off and god will bring me a very good man - hehs.

oh god, holiday is coming to an end soon and i've not been efficient in studying. sighs- i feel like giving up as there isn't ample time to finish the syllabus. it's scary having to know that you're going to flunk your A's big time. i have exactly two months left. i'm really worried.

PRELIMS RESULTS:

biology: 31%
chemistry: 45%
maths: 37%

sometimes i just feel like throwing away my notes and withdrawing from the bloody school. shit happens, but why the hell it had to happen during this crucial year? uff-

i got frustrated easily these few days.