Saturday, December 26, 2009

merry christmas











on the eve of christmas, went out with azfar to catch alvin and the chipmunks 2. it was not that good actually. azfar, the HB expected them to make out. hahas. what an ass!

i hate him because if we were still together i would have cried for whatever he had said. i'm thankful that i've become much stronger now. your words hurt me and you're always unmindful of that. you've belittled me for the past few months. i forgave you but whatever had happened would never be forgotten. there are no valid reasons for me to be with you and to stay with you. i'm certain that i'm one of the best things you once had in your life. i'm being upfront here. you yourself knew that and i loathe it when you always pick up my bad points like as though i'm such a bad ass. i gave my best, you didn't. maybe other girls love you at your best, but trust me no one except me had loved you at your worst.

enough of that, i'm grateful to have reefdee to chat with these days. my late nights are not mundane anymore. sometimes i can't believe it that the guy who i exchanged smiles with at our prom, is my buddy now. hahas. meeting you was fate perhaps. there are so many wonderful things about him. i shant elaborate more because i will end up being teased at. lols.

oh yeah, thanks for watching avatar first la boy.

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