bid the last goodbye

to be at the cemetery, witnessing a burial process was an eye opener. we should learn to appreciate everyone's presence from today onwards. i was trembling with fear because i know one day the grave will be my next home. death is inevitable. sometimes, it happens all of a sudden. a reality that is hard to accept.

wafi has issues with me. AS ALWAYS. my personal critic. he hates my hair, my lifestyle, my boyfriends, my clothes, my make-up. in other words, he abhors me. hahas. he said that i'm ugly and fat. he won't be surprised if i'm being labelled as a slut. ouch! you should be thankful that you have such a lovely friend like me who never loathe you but treat you like a buddy despite being criticized at all times. smiles**

i'm all hyped for tomorrow's last paper(finally) even though with minimal prep, okay zilch! hahas. cheers ((;