who's loving me ?

you-tubing and i found this 12-year old kid so amazing, shaheen jafargholi. breath-taking performance i must say. go and check him out people, especially when he performed the song who's loving you :D

i feel like crying because angels and demons are no longer shown in cinemas except for golden village. the time slots are ridiculous. saira definitely can't make it. omg, this is super disappointing ):

if he can open up my heart, why not? just bring the right guy to me and i promise not to break his heart. however, i don't dare to take a risk of losing someone i love again. tsk. i don't think i'm ever good enough for anybody. this is absurd, considering the fact that i have only two in my entire 18 years of living but still i've picked up a few good points. there's still room for betterments. i don't want just a boyfriend, but a soulmate :D my time will come and this time let's hope it will last.

i seriously feel like cutting my hair short! (: okay maybe after i curl it during december holidays. and i need to gain weight. have been losing too much! i need someone to feed me larrr :P oh wells-