heart matters

i'm breaking your heart slowly. i can't see us being an item now or in the future. maybe, i'm not giving myself a chance or you the opportunity. it's just that i'm reluctant to try and i think love is something that one shouldn't play around with. like i say, the cut is too deep and it will take a long time to heal. i didn't know you turn out to be someone so nice. right now, i regretted coming into your way because i'm going to be a major disappointment. i can't bear to hurt you because you've helped me in soul searching. sighs-

i'm in no mood for love. too devastating. it's just something i don't believe in anymore. i've forgotten about him. yes, i'm too crushed. one day, i will fall in love again :D not now . hahas

come to me if you think you're the one :P