. i couldn't believe it that i deliberately flunked my MYE.i can't go back and start a new beginning, i'm going to do it now and have a good ending this time. yesterday, i did my schoolwork after neglecting my studies for weeks. i cleaned up my closet, folded my clothes into neat piles(: , washed the dishes too.
mum and me had a squabble over the same issue again: education. if only she placed herself in my shoes, she would have understood the situation better. i don't blame her. i just want her to know that the reason why i want to obtain a university degree as soon as possible is because i want to get us out from the life that we are leading. as the sole breadwinner of the family, dad has worked extremely hard. it's killing me knowing the fact that he slept for merely 5 hours daily. i don't like to see my dad to be bossed around. i'm never ashamed that my parents are lowly-educated. i'm proud that my parents had brought me and my sisters up so well. i do love you mum and dad. i'm working hard for the both of you ): i will make you proud one day :D
i was wondering if i'm really different from other girls. i find it annoying when every male friend of mine assumes that i'm chatting/messaging with countless numbers of guys and i'm searching for a hot dude for a boyfriend. i don't go around finding, i believe he will appear one day right in front of my eyes :D i'm not that desperate o'please. and now then i'm starting to mingle with some guys and that doesn't mean i'm looking for a relationship with one of them. to get the best and the ideal one, it's not easy. i think guys understand girls better.
and syra, i'm going to drag you to the cinema to watch drag me to hell. yes!
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