i'm already gone

i have no idea what am i supposed to do.

to be concerned or to leave you alone.

it bruised your heart when someone yelled at you because they felt annoyed reason being you asked too much. they failed to realise that we actually cared for them and that they didn't like seeing others breaking down. we were at the beach, you just have to carry on being frustrated over nothing and the next thing i knew you were down in the dumps. look around you. everyone is having a hard time. beneath that happy facade, each of us is struggling with life. those who left us behind, we should learn how to let go even though it's not easy. cherish the ones who are with you unless you don't mind their departure too. you left me stranded behind and my mind was in a state of confusion. you pushed over my limits. i lost my patience. you just have to ruin this friendship we just built.

we all know promises are meant to be broken. falling in love has a higher risk of getting heartbreaks. im crushed with your actions because i thought you were different. maybe i'm insensitive, cold and heartless. i've learnt, guys like you who makes it harder for girls to believe that there are actually nice people out there. i can go around calling everyone my dear too. i'm not naive. you know i'm capable of doing so.

don't tell me that i didn't take the effort to console you, to be there for you, to be nice towards you. but don't forget that i could be equally mean. if you think you deserve a chance to clarify yourself, do something to redeem yourself. silence doesn't solve anything. it just aggravates the situation.