all of a heap, i'm alone

i don't know why these tears are welling up in my eyes. it's useless to cry. tears don't wash away my sorrows. they feed on someone else's joys. i know there are people who are contented that my life is a fiasco.

i need you mabza like how you needed me back then. why did you have to go and leave me all by myself.

thanks 1 for carving a smile on my face.