did nothing else besides being completely immersed in stephanie meyer's breaking dawn on my comfy bed. i soon realised that i could finish up a loaf of bread every day. with butter spread and sprinkles of sugar of course (:
not gonna top up my phone. prefers to be uncontactable for this friday. omg. this is suicidal. quit lamenting efy ):
this is random. i miss being mentel.
I seek solitude. This house lacks any form of space especially with 4 other inhabitants roaming around, depriving me of time alone to reflect and cry. I need to cry. I have not been crying for awhile. I keep it all in. the last time i did for consecutive nights was mr rough's departure. maybe i should give the beach a visit. it has never been in my itinerary for months.
if only i have someone to share this with. someone who would embrace me and shower me with soothing words. i always push the thought of having one because i'm afraid of losing another one. sighs. life's a bitch.
disjoint sentences. messed up just like my life. fml.
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