i love you mum

even when i met the eyes of the boy who was-no contest-the handsome-st dude in the mall and he stared right back with a speculation that looked like interest, i felt nothing. okay, perhaps i will be mesmerized by god's beautiful creation on second thoughts. i've never felt so heartbroken ever than before.

i hate march. a level results, TP and a year of singlehood. urghh.

in a few hours, mum and i will be dining at grand hyatt straits kitchen. god's will. hahas. i've yet to make reservations if they don't allow walk-ins. shiatxzxz. my first date with mum. just the two of us. i just don't want to screw it. i intend to get for her a bag and perhaps a MAC lipstick. it's worthy to spend some time and money on her because she will be there for me. i joked saying that i've to bring along about 500 bucks in case she wished to order champagne for a change! hahas.