Monday, February 22, 2010

looming near



check out my ginormous thighs and round butt. ewww.... went for a night jog with my lil sis yesterday. indeed, i felt real heavy. perspiring profusely after so long(: gone are those days when i was physically fit !

afraid of the outcome. have been in deep thoughts. worried. lost. clueless. parents said at least i've tried my best. they are pretty much understanding. i'll definitely break down on the day itself. a fiasco that's what i am. i badly want to be amongst those who will discuss about which courses to enter. sighs. how low my confidence is? frigging low ):

relationships are just a hindrance in my life. they tore my life apart like what they did to my tender heart. i don't care how beautiful or how unconditional love is. god's and family's love are the greatest of all. i swear i will spit into his fug face.

scaryyyyyyyyyy laaaaaa )):

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