FML

 

taught my lil sis. no wonder my mum dotes on her. she's such a lovely daughter and sister. yelled at her when she didn't get it. she remained silent still. poor kid. talked things out and that's when tears trickled down her cheeks. motivated her to study and hopefully she feels better after that. i know she's trying her best but it's just not hard enough. lack of patience, and i go berserk easily. that's the reason why i can never be a good teacher. sighs. i wish mum could understand that.

used to be completely besotted with the ex boyfriend. abandoned my books after the break-up. received mails from NUS, NTU and SMU and i just felt disheartened. gulped down my disappointment knowing the fact that the probability of me entering one is lesser than 0.05! tried to be optimistic. summoned up some courage to attend NTU talks this coming saturday with parents.


result's out next week and a gloomy picture of the future kept popping out inside my brain sighs.


meeting my sec 4 classmates tomorrow ((: