sabrina is ANAL

2010 has not been a great start for me.

i'm proud of myself for not hurling profanities at my manager for pissing me off early in the morning. i have no idea why managers are so bloody fucking rude these days. omg, i cant believe that she threatened to send us back home. ohs, i'm truly apologetic for not looking pleasant . she could at least talk to me nicely instead of shouting. she must have done sth to get the manager post like perhaps lots of bjs because her attitude just sucks BIG time. and i swear to you, if one day i happen to be at the top, indubitably, i will make you feel how is it like to be at the bottom and how it feels to be pushed around. 5 bucks per hour and she's making a big fuck of it. we have a reputation to maintain, she claimed. you know what FUCK you. we know our thang. guests have no issues with me. how nice she was when she attended to the guests' needs and rolled her eyes 90 degress anti-clockwise, backfacing them.

i'm so thankful that i managed to control my temper.


im in a continuous, excruciating, scarcely endurable pain ): i've strained my leg muscles pretty bad. my mensus cramps are killing me. and all these bodyaches aggravates the situation. that explains why i was really in a bad mood early in the morning. and my brain just couldn't work and i ended up heading to the wrong place to meet syra and deepa. cb! and that fucking whore just had to test my patience. omg. i hope the pain will subside soon )': sobs.

definitely will post my new year's resolutions. and yeah reflections (:

i'm very disappointed with you boy, big time. i just hope there's a girl who's better than me (oh wells you always say that many are) will lead you to the right path.