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i looked like a pufferfish ):

my face is so faeces-ish. hahas.
squabbles here and there with this great girl of mine but it makes our friendship stronger than ever. i know this sounds kinda homo but yeah, i love you babe. 2010 will be a tougher for not only you, for the both of us. hopefully, i will be there for you when you need me babe. life's unfair to you, but trust me, you have a circle of friends that you can count on and love you wholeheartedly.

to the guy sporting a cap, i didn't expect to celebrate the last minutes of 2009 with you. ambivalence. you've hurt me bad, but i wont shed a tear no more. i'll drop the past and take it as though that special things had never occured between us. i've moved on and it's kind of a waste that i really forgot those special moments we had.

i believe if i have a boyfriend for now, it is just a mere infatuation that will not last. it's just plain infantile to weep for a guy.

i wonder will your heart break like how badly mine broke if one day you wake up and i'm happy, much happier with a new man? i wonder will you then start thinking of all the nicest things i've done for you and how foolish you've been for letting me go? random thoughts.

i'm working tomorrow. omg. please, not another fucker for my manager.