the first cut is always the deepest

my results are abominable. i failed everything. horrendous !

h1 GP: 41.5%
h1 econs: 25%

h2 chem: 27%
h2 bio: 35%
h2 maths: 39%

i was severely affected by the break up you see :P hahas. what an excuse! i better produce results for prelims which is 8 weeks away. and i have 107 days to the mega A's ):

i've gained some kilos. my weight is currently 50kg :D hahas.

apart from that confession via sms which i found extremely unnecessary, i had a series of UNEXPECTED events yesterday. hahas.

i don't need a man in my life currently. i admit that i'm making friends here and there. it disgusts me whenever a guy intends to build a relationship with me when they just know me for a week or two. omg, how gullible or how infantile can guys get these days? i'm not that naive to fall for the oh-so-sweet sentences you construct because apparently guys said the exact same thing. COCKY. i could be playing with their hearts too. doesn't that cross their minds at least? they simply don't care, reason being, they are just pulling our legs, girls. i pity those girls who actually trusted these losers. Guy's attitude varies though. i'm like conducting a study on guys. hahas. nahs-they are just a bunch of fools, bragging about themselves to make a good impression. great, you are a liar and i am one too. they just come and go as they please. that's why i've always wanted to be the guy. a guy has the liberty to make the first move. they grab whoever they want and leave as when they like. so fuck you !


you were damn right when you said that no one can replace you. why did i ever let you go? years have passed. your love was amazing to me and i failed to see that. i know i had a callous attitude towards you back then and im remorseful. do you have any idea that till today i can never forgive myself for my wrong doings? how i wish i've met you later instead of you being the first to enter my heart. there's no use of me looking back. i wish you well. make me proud of you :D please clear your doubts.