it feels weird to be blogging again but i feel the need to do so right now. listening to pixie lott's without you. it reminded me of the dark and lonely days.i would put this song on replay. and most of the time, i found myself wiping teeny weeny drops of tears in the train. and i told myself, even if i'll take a longer time to move on, i know it's worth the wait.

and nobody knows that i'll be looking around, hoping to see that one special person that i strongly believe was the only person that can free me the darkness.  


you have no idea that one of the best feelings i had was that very night when we're dining at sakura. our very first face-to-face conversation. i appeared so natural and cool about us when my heart was pumping so hard, even harder when we could hear fireworks, it was too special to forget. it was a start of something new.


but the honeymoon period has ended. and it's getting harder....