happy 20th (:

with you right here, im a rocketeer...
let's flyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy....up up here we go (:

a million thanks to you shah. thanks for renting the car, thanks for the bag, thanks for spending every cent of your salary on my 20th. thanks for taking me to sentosa for a lifetime experience. i've always wanted to watch a theatrical performance. thanks for taking jump shots with me

even though there're hiccups in between, i enjoy every sec of it.

now i understand very much why things had happened back then. God has planned something way better. i can now look back and smile and say to myself, fuck you, i'm in a better spot. thank you for ditching me, for if it's not for you, i wouldn't be sooo much happier. and that you're the one who will end up feeling sorry for yourself for making the wrong move, for not appreciating someone who has done a little too much for you. and that i won't be the one crying on my knees, begging please stay.. and shah, i know you were another victim, i hope you're happy that our paths have crossed. i know i may not be someone way better, but i love you more than she ever did and i'll be by your side always.