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being a sensitive and emotional individual, i tend to let my heart rule my head.

my life has always been dominated and controlled by emotions.

and my feelings fluctuate drastically. one minute, i'm delightful , the next i sink into melancholy.

inadequate 'strength of mind and heart'

dreams that have been broken and never materialised

and then i dont really know wtf i'm talking about, i grin to myself.... maybe to make myself feel better

but deep inside, i know i'm living in denial.

and here i go again, i'm depressed.

over i don't know exactly what.