i'm still wide awake. hahas. light-spirited at this hour. 2am.
it seems like my parents are fine that i'm hanging out with shah. his name was severally mentioned today.
"people change. feelings change. it doesn't mean that the love once shared wasnt true and real. it simply just means that sometimes when people grow, they grow apart." love it.
the relationship i have with shah, is by far, the sweetest one. he is such a darling. even if we do not end up as man and wife 10 years from now as planned, i thank you for making my last teen years, worthy to be remembered. and if one day, one fine day, you wake up and discover that i'm not the same efy, i'm truly sorry for something i have no control over. HE has better plans for both of us. and for the months or years i get to spend with you, trust me, i have/had loved you so much. it's just that we're not meant to be.
such a depressing thought. sighs. a loss kills.
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