the biggest loser

results are abominable. okay i know health and felicity precede education BUT i've learnt its importance when all the makciks and pakciks knocked some sense into my head.

nevertheless i'm all psyched for the upcoming semester. hais. jarringly disappointing laaaaaaa..

gosh i feel sooooooo horrible. life has evolved into a labyrinth man as our age adds on. life, with its peaks and troughs. plus all the incessant education hurdles i've to cross over to get to the finishing line. like a race, you want to clock your personal best. either you break down into tears because you're defeated or you smile feeling all accomplished. duhviously i yearn for the latter. arghh.  

so intricate and complex.