I'm pretty much disappointed and dejected. sighs ): i've no one to blame but myself. got carried away, couldn't pull myself together myself fast, chased after the wrong stuffs. till this moment, i regretted for being such a fool.
i shall be fortunate that my back up plan at least could bring me somewhere in life. 2 dreams shattered because of 2 guys. love alone is enough to cause self-destruction. i've the reason to be trepid. no more shitholes please. yet, i'm not changing, i'm still at the same spot. it's time to get one of the foot at least off the ground and start walking towards that light of success.
slap me hard, i need to wake up. i don't know how can i cheer myself up anymore.
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