moment of truth

anuar: tak, cos i once in l0ve w u so even though it died long ago but i just have this feeling that somehow kalau i see u i takot i terpaut hati kat you. lagi2 aku pun rasa rindu kat u.i think u know how it feels right?

anuar: u dont know how hard it was to see u breakdown at that moment cos of what azfar did to you. i feel like letting u to cry on my shoulder but it feels awkward

anuar: im so sad.haha i really thought u were the love of my life

anuar: do you watch the moment of truth?

efy:no hahas why ? all i know is u just have to tell the truth kan

anuar: if i were to sit on a lie detector seat and u were to ask me would i be with u again, and i replied no, i think the detector will reject the ans hahaha

anuar: how badly do you want to marry me,efy?and what will ur promise be?

anuar: dont leave yet .i want to know. hahaha at least the ans can let me sleep peacefully

efy: hahahhas . you're so cute la . what's the difference sia anuar . my ans doesnt determine anything but yours

anuar: i still want the ans

efy: i dont have it . you have it

anuar: i wouldnt know what's ur promises will be

you left me pondering, what if you invite me for your wedding and i'm there to witness your blissful ceremony. how will i react when you are taking the solemn and permanent vow of marriage in front of me? will tears well up in my eyes because i'm delightful that you have found the love of your life? beneath that happy facade, i'm envious because all this while i have been bearing the hope that i will end up with you. i should quit don't you think so?

it's funny because we always confide in no one but each other. i don't know about you, but why i always believe that you are always there for me so i don't have to worry? they say fight for what you want. that's not possible isn't it?

the love flame has died eons ago but here i am still thinking of you now and then and i know you're doing the exact same thing. i'm just a little too not over you. will this same old feeling remain forever?


so complicated ! hahas-